all wasted :)

When you do feel you're all alone

Thinking that I need this, to show I could stand up on my own

looking at her, makes me wonder

does he think of us, or the dreams he could never surrender

I never did expect that he would leave me

I really thought I would become a part of his family tree

He told me he never wanted nor loved me

Denied it was his baby and shoved in my face the words "stop bothering me!"

if only you could see this deep wounds

just to provide our baby with shelter and food

Life would never treat me right and cruel

That everyday, feeling that I'm a big fool

My friends would ask me if I'm alright

i kept saying "Yes even without you, I'm happy with our love child"

Whenever I could see her with those pretty sweet smiles

It just makes me break down and cry

For I know I could never make her feel special

with my study, financial problems and her father still in denial

It hurts me the most, the fact you couldn't accept her

for no good reason and those sweet promises of forever

They would tell me that you would still think of me

Others would sometimes talk behind my back and tell me of what happened to us is just a piece of crap

I'm still waiting for your call

For you to tell me that you won't let me fall

It's been a year that I haven't seen you

Please do talk to me cause I really need you

I told you my life and gave you my everything

Still, I feel nothing

Do you still love me?

Cause I know for that second chance

I know that you wouldn't set me free