Ayan Jumdain! :) Congratulations from me! :) ♥ ♥ ♥

I may not have the biggest contribution in your life or the biggest part of it. But I did my best to contribute something good, make it better or make the best of your days. I may know a little or a lot of things about you but all I know that you are a memorable person. I don't know of what I would react for tomorrows graduation. Yesterday, at your baccalaureate mass I kept on telling myself that I won't be sad and I don't want to cry. A cry for joy because of the happiness that you would further experience. A tear because of the sadness and loneliness I fear to feel. I'm just too close to be sad to let go. 

I would always remember the day we met or how we became so close. The endless drinking session at ClubM or at Beer Garden, everything is so memorable! :) Every moment with you is just too good to be true! :) Haha! :))

wait.. gusto ko na mag TagLish! :))

Game! :))

Oi Ayan Jumdain! :) Ang very first crush ko sa Lyceum! Ang rocker ng "mags" at ang Oh! so Kulit na bed of roses sa BG! :)) Itaas ang bandera ng mga rockers! Apir! You gave me the great appreciation and description of rocking. Although, I never made it through your gigs but still I learned how to Rock together with Mr. Emil Mananquil! ;)

I may get Oh! so emotional sometimes when the ex talk suddenly came through my mouth pero tiniis niyo yun! :)) 2 years din yun aa! Can you still remember kung paano tayo nagkakilala? Haha! :))) Yun ang isang gabing malamig sa Intramuros at nagtagpo tayo sa lugar na kung tawagin ay ClubM LOL! :)) Tapos friend and classmate ka pa ni Evo at Yam! :)) Tapos tequilla shot agad tayo! :)) Kakatawa! Natandaan ko yung picture ko nung naka-tequilla shot with a straw! :)) Haha! Tapos na ang semster then you introduced me with some of your friends and they also introduced me with some of theire friends-friends. :) Natuwa ako cause I never thought na medyo magiging close ako sayo at samin! :) Tapos you introduced me with your brothers na sa una ay dedma lang. :))) But may isa pa rin akong gustong itanong na hindi niyo sinasagot, Bakit lagi kayong tumatawa kapag nakikita at nakaksama niyo ko? :'( Meany kayo! :)) LOL! :)

Still, Ayan you helped me through a lot of things. You made me experience a lot of things kahit hindi mo man napapansin. You always make me smile when your around. Tsaka super natutuwa ako kasi ang cool mo kasama, tahimik ka lang pero matindi bumanat! :))) Alam ko lagi kang naghahanap ng chicks at I do know na sa sobrang dami natin napaguusapan before ee wala ka anag maisabi at maikwento! :)) Haha! Laugh! :))

Well, Ayan babes. I hope that your journey at Lyceum won't end here at your graduation day. Sana dalawin mo pa rin kami and take a few shots with us, syempre libre mo kasi may trabaho ka na nun. Joke! :)) Hindi ko makakalimutan ang takot mo sa ipis! :)) At ang balabas sarado mong face! :) At ang malumanay mong boses! At ang iyong singing voice! I wouldn't forget anything about you. Because kapag kinalimutan kita, I know na makakalimot din ako sa isang part na nagbuo ng buhay ko! :) 

I'm gonna miss you Ayan bhaybe! :)))
Congratulations! :)

Lots of love,

♥ Karren Nicole Sanchez

 

 

 

 

 

Our old self :)

when you want to go back and sometimes you reminisce. When you've over reflected on the past and the only thing that you can say is that: "I miss my old self".

When I was with Miss Aiyen last night, went for a little chat and grab something cold either delicious to eat. We saw two pretty girls. Maybe they are rich cause one has a car and look self-sustained. They were talking about parties, exclusive bars and clubs. Bragging about boys, studies and common friends. I started to think that do I really need those to be happy? That on that same spot we're just talking about work, how to make money, sustaining on our studies, our wants and needs. We also love to party, to have fashionable clothes and shoes and to have our own.

The sudden memory flashbacks of our old high school days. When we don't think about a lot of things, the contentment that we had. How our world evolves in only focusing on our studies, mingling with our friends, what food to eat at the cafeteria, senseless talks that makes sense to us and graduating. We miss those times without any worries and stress.

Now that we have to make money to pay for our studies. We are so eager to work, to make money and fix our lives. That we want change in our lives. We are not just bums who kept living in our own homes and still being provided by our parents. We want to make something out of our efforts and needs.

Maybe we don't envy the two pretty girls who has almost everything in the world. I realized that we just miss what and who we used to be. The times of real contentment and real laughter. Where money, laughter and having it all was just an easy thing. That's how life works, sometimes your up and your down. But we put things in the right decisions. By the way, speaking of decisions, I remembered what the adults used to say: "It's easy to make the right decision." But sometimes, right decisions don't turn out to be so right at all.  Still, I am not putting all the blame on what the adults may say. I'm just saying that we must start to realize how our loves are evolving on to where and what to. Decisions may be wrong or right, we just need to face every step on what's happening. Sure, we cannot turn back time, all we can do is change it for the better.

Over a cup of coffee.... ;)

Just had coffee with oh so lots of teaspoons of sugar! :) Just got my sugar rush and now feeling all well and calm. :) spending the night in the computer with nothing to do but share my story. Just looking through facebook and updating my status. 

Then I posted this on my wall:

"Improvement. Passion. Creativity. Strength. Will. Love." --- 6 things I need in my life right now. :) ♥

A sudden thought that this year I want to do something big, new and adventurous. The year 2010 I felt that through out my year I was just sobbing and always spending my time in my room. Now, I wanna work harder. I wanna be better. I wanna be stronger. I wanna be fearless. I want to do something productive because of my past up and downs in my life. Almost everybody knows what I've been through and i surely have learned my lesson. For living through the quotation, "Sometimes, you need to get hurt to truly learn from something." Yet, you need to be careful. We may feel that we need to try everything for us to learn from something or never regret anything in our life. I had fun doing crazy stuffs through the years when I stepped out of high school. Still it depends on the person experiencing things in his or her life on how they will handle everything. We tend to be strong on every challenge but there comes a point where we find it hard to pick ourselves up either do the people around us. We may loose ourselves through the journey and we may never come back. That's what we must fear, the fact of loosing but still, we have to rejoice of gaining

""Inspiration may keep us going but through actions that our goals can only happen."